-what if love is not enough to cover the pain?-

your happy.. its what your mind is shouting..


but your heart is in pain..


yes , you love him.. but is it enough to ignore everything..


is it enough that a simple sorry would stop the tears.

is it enough to cry and sit down for a while.

will it solve everything if there is no words to utter.

just hug and kiss to make up?

will love be dominant in every aspect?

even if happiness is never in the way..

=(

i'm depress...


very much.. i can feel it..

i can't focus..


i can't work well..


i can't do things normal..


i'm loaded.. im too much ovewhelmed with eveything that surrounds me,,


i'm irritated..

i miss him.. he's happy now..

i want to cry..


all day..

to ease all the pain..

to take away all my hatred..


i'm mad.. yes really mad..


but i still love him..


but i want this taken away too..

away just like my pains..


let memories vanish in the past..


let them take away the dust..


i might had loved him before... but i don't want it no more..

NICOLE SCHERZINGER HAPPILY EVER AFTER LYRICS

"I don't think I want this anymore,"
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before," (yeah)
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure." (yeah)

And he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be
the time that she
would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all (ooooh)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

She was laughing about the way he shattered something else (shattered something else)
To drag her suitcase down the path,
to the driveway (to the driveway),
she had never gone that far (oh, no)
Normally this would be, the time that she (yeah)
would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:

"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me
(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,
I know I deserve better
After all
(that just ain't for me, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."
[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, (so done, yeah).
I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah.

She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.

'Cause she says " No
'Happily Never After' (after)
That just ain't for me" (oh, oh)

Chorus:
"I know (I know)
I deserve, better after all (ooooh/Don't wanna be/breathe)
I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"
(I'm done, I'm done)
"No
'Happily Never After' (so done)
(I'm free, I, free)
That just ain't for me" (that just ain't for me)
because finally,
I know (I'm done, I'm done) I deserve better (so done), after all
(I'm free, I'm free)/(ooooooooo)
I'll never let another teardrop fall"

(trailing vocals, "I'm done, "I'm done" "I'm done",
"I'm done, so done, so done")

Said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done

~bitterness won't contribute to good health~

So Much Inlove

You must be happy, you look wonderful, never seen you look so fine
I've heard all about her, you're mad about her
You talk about her all the time

You say you love her, she's given you everything you'll ever need
Though I still adore you, I'm happy for you
I know that it's too late for me

Chorus:
The only love I ever wanted is gone forever, I can never put my world together
So much in love, I know you'll never come back to me
Whoa, love doesn't come to you every minute
If you hold back, someone else will win it
If you gotta love, put your heart right in it, never set it free

So think it over, and you'll understand
I'm not tryin' to change your mind
Know she'll never love you the way I love you
Boy don't miss your chance this time

H a P p Y



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