I'm With You" -Avril LAvigne

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

If i ain't got you- Alica Keys

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

hold you down- J.Lo

[Verse 1]:
(Jennifer) :
Now you've been holdin' me down
Mmm, for such a long time now
From back then 'til now in my story
Straight from the hood you've always been there for me
And you had my back when they
Back when everybody said I wasn't anything
It was you who kept me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So whatever you need I got you, yeah.

[Rap 1]:
(Joe) :
Yeah, unh, yo
Reminiscin' that six train from way back
Now it's sky blue Phantoms and stretch Maybachs
From sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments to
"Mira, esta que on that red carpet"
When Pun died, you was the first to call me
I never told you, but you was there for me
Whatever you need I'll be there for you
Crack, I got your back
For real, true story

[Bsec]:
(Jennifer) :
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change, no

[Hook]:
(Jennifer) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down

(Joe) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

[Rap 2]:
(Joe) :
Yeah, unh, yo
2005 Rakim and Jody Waqtley
Watch me paint a picture so perfect, quite possibly
The realest fresher from BX to South Beach
I'mma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me

[Verse 2]:
(Jennifer) :
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far, we've been through it all
Even though we haven't spoke in so long
Ain't nothing changed, not a damn thing baby

[Bsec]:
(Jennifer) :
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change, no

[Hook]:
(Jennifer) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down

(Joe) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

[Rap 3]:
(Joe) :
Yeah, unh, yo
Like green is to autumn, some things must stay
This industry, yeah I fought 'em, made me this way
Get between me and J. Lo, I simply state
You're better off sweepin' leaves on a windy day - never!

[Bridge]:
(Jennifer) :
So I don't care about the situation
I'mma ride for you if there's a complication
Every time you had my back and all
When we were young, now you're Joey Crack and all

[Bsec]:
(Jennifer) :
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change, because

[Hook]:
(Jennifer) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down

(Joe) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

(Both) :
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, I'm gonn' hold you down

You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, I'm gonn' hold you down

All I Have--J.LO

J.Lo): It's such a shame but I'm leaving
Can't take the way you mistreating me
And it's crazy, but oh baby
it don't matter whatever don't faze me

(LL Cool J): I don't believe you wanna leave like this
I don't believe I just had my last real kiss
I do believe we'll laugh and reminisce
Wait a minute don't bounce baby
Let's talk about this, man

(J.Lo): Well I'm bouncing and I'm out son
I gotta leave you alone

'Cause I'm good
Holding down my spot
And I'm good
Reppin' the girls on the block
And I'm good
I got this thing on lock
So without me you'll be fine, right?

Chorus:
(J.Lo): All my pride is all I have
(LL Cool J): Pride is what you had, baby girl I'm what you have
(J.Lo): You'll be needing me but too bad
(LL Cool J): Be easy, don't make decisions when you're mad
(J.Lo): The path you chose to run alone
(LL Cool J): I know you're independent you can make it on your own
(J.Lo): Here with me you had a home
(LL Cool J): Time is of the essence, why spend it alone?

(J.Lo): The nights I've waited up for you
Promises you made about coming through
So much time you wasted,
That's why I had to replace you

(LL Cool J): It makes a cat nervous the thought of settling down
Especially me, I was creeping all over town
I thought my tender touch could lock you down
I knew I had you as cocky as it sounds
The way you used to giggle right before I put it down
It's better when you're angry come here I'll prove it now (come here)

(J.Lo): Stop playing, you gaming, I got to leave you alone

'Cause im good
Holding down my spot
And I'm good
Reppin' the girls on the block
And I'm good
I got this thing on lock
So without me you'll be fine, right?

(Chorus)

(LL Cool J): People make mistakes, to make up, to break up
To wake up cold and lonely
And chill baby you know me, you love me, I'm like your homie
Instead of beefing come hold me, I promise I'm not a phony
Don't bounce baby, console me...come here

(J.Lo): Ain't nothin' you can say to me that can change my mind
I gotta let you go now
Nothin' will ever be the same
So just be on your way, go ahead and do your thing now
And there's no more to explain to me, you know
I know you're game I'm not feelin' what you do (and I'm good)
So I'm bouncing and I'm out son (and I'm good)
I gotta leave you alone, yeah yeah...

with you- chris brown

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3

Bye bye

And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
Am standing right here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye, bye

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this (I never knew it)
And everyday life goes on like (everyday of my life I wish)
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile” (I wish)
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by (I wish, I wish, I wish as time goes by)
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Its hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye
So come on somebody sing it with me
Wave your hands up high
Hey hey, this if for my peoples who just lost somebody
So this is for everybody
You put your hand to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye bye

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*gusto koh nalang mpag isa.. ng d nah ako mksakit.. ng wla ng nagbabago dahil sa akin..


*gusto koh nlang mnahimik.. ng wla ng nggalit sa akin..ng dahil din daw sa akin..

mahirap msakit .. at d alam ang ggwin.. sobrang bigat .. sobrang bigat...

miss koh nah silang laht... miss koh nah ung dating ako.. dating sila.. miss ko nah silang laht.. lalo nah ung nwla..

ung mga anjan lang para sa akin.. miss koh nah din.. mhirap.. msakit at mabigat laht ng nrrmdman ko..

cguro kunti nlang.. ewan koh.. dko alam anu pang pedeng magnyari sa mga susunod.. but super bigat na ng utak koh.. bwat iniisip koh..


slamat sa lahat..

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